Holding a Person in Heartfield

I was in my constellation teacher Ron Young’s online class.

It was a student’s turn to speak during a Q&A session.

“I just didn’t think you would call on me. It’s like, I raised my hand, I just wanted to speak. I didn’t think you would get to me. But I just feel like I want to connect,” she went on and on without asking a question.

I got impatient.

Many classmates were impatient. Crossed-arms.

But Ron was patient.

The Qi field, God field, Divine field, and Buddha field are always patient.

“What’s your question?” the translator asked.

“I don’t feel much during constellations,” she expressed her struggle with a basic constellation practice.

I observed my teacher’s patience.

Not a single judgment.

Not a single sense of rush.

Ron gave her his full attention.

He was slow and deliberate.

He explained how difficult it could be for some people to do that.

How confusing it can be.

He gave her various methods to try.

Most of all, it was a deep constellation movement.

He accepted her fully in his heart-field.

As I saw this, I accepted her fully in my heart field too.

In that moment, I too, accepted the part of me that is slow, imperfect, stutters, and isn’t capable.

Deeply.

I’m human. I accept my imperfections.